B♭-E♭-D-B♭
Charlotte Garrigue Masaryk visits Brno in 1906 and travels
in time with help from Smetana.
The future president’s wife rested her fingers
on the piano keys as the final notes of Smetana’s Moldau reverberated faintly through the room and faded into silence.
She looked out over the audience. This was her favorite moment, that hovering hush
before the applause. She was preparing to bow her head in graceful acknowledgement
when she realized that no applause was coming. Everyone in the small Brno salon
was frozen, staring forward. Their fingers still clasped the fans they had been
using to move the air in the somewhat stuffy room, but now nothing moved. Mrs. Wiedermanová’s gloved fist was pressed
against her mouth as if to stifle a cough.
The future president’s wife gazed in astonishment
for a moment, and filled the silence with her own cough, which echoed and was promptly
swallowed. So that was odd. Charlotte was a bit odd herself, but she’d never seen
an entire room of people completely immobilized by a piano piece.
Of course Charlotte had seen people in general
frozen like this many times before. She had just always been alone when it
happened. The visions had first occurred during her childhood in Brooklyn. Practicing
one afternoon at the family Steinway, she glanced out the window to see a bridge
spanning the East River that had not been there before. What was equally
unusual was that the people in the street were standing completely still. A sudden
collection of statues, standing near a bridge that she knew wasn’t there. When she
finally tore herself away from the window and started to play the piano again, the
statues shimmered and vanished, replaced by people who moved normally, and the bridge
disappeared. In 1883, when Charlotte was just past thirty, the bridge was finally
actually built. Her family joked about little Charlotte having “predicted the future”
but nobody besides Charlotte took the idea seriously.
Charlotte took everything seriously. She’d had
more than a few glimpses of the future by then. Charlotte and her husband Tomáš
had talked about these visions frequently. Tomáš believed that the visions that
Charlotte saw were only possible futures, that it was necessary to see them as potentials.
One could, Tomáš asserted, fight against the potential futures that were negative
and strive for the ones that were positive. He promised her that they would work
together, side by side, for the kind of future they wanted. When Alice was born,
the daughter Charlotte had seen playing in the grass once when she had played piano
in Leipzig, just before she met Tomáš, she decided to believe in his optimism.
Against her father’s wishes, they moved to Tomáš’s country, to Prague, to begin
a life together and start making their dreams come true.
While she knew better than to tell most people
that she saw these visions of the future, she felt sure that what she saw could
be as real and true as anything in the present. Charlotte had first seen these
visions through a window, but over time she had learned to go out and walk
around in them without hesitation. Time simply stopped sometimes when she
played piano, always when she was alone, only when she achieved those moments that
it felt like the music was flowing through her fingers. She would emerge from
her playing to find that the world around her was under a spell, and it stayed
that way until she pressed the keys again. All she had to do was leave the room
and she entered a different version of her world filled with wonders and populated
with living statues. It was a glimpse of the future, presented like Victorian
tableaux. She had seen a future where women dressed just like men, in pants. So
free! She knew immediately when she saw them that the theories she had been reading
about men and women being equal were not mere theories, but goals to be fought for.
And Tomáš believed her, believed in her. He called her Charlie and told her she
was the smartest person he knew. When they got married, he took her name just
as she took his; they were moving into the future that Charlie had seen.
One reason Charlie didn’t tell people about
what she saw was that not all of her visions were so optimistic. After her son Jan
was born, she saw futures that terrified her. She saw her son, sweet little Janíček,
as an adult, crumpled on the ground below a window, and she couldn’t tell if he
had fallen or if he was even alive. She saw a row of tanks rolling through these
Brno streets, not once but twice. Could such things really happen in this country?
Fifteen years ago, the visions had become so horrible that Charlie had thought she
was losing her mind. She had heard the whispers – that she was fragile,
unsteady. But to see a future so horrible and then go back to the present and
smile as if she hadn’t seen the broken windows, the crying children, the
streets filled with frozen fear, was sometimes more than she could bear. And
Charlie was increasingly sure that she would be unable to stop any of those
things from happening. She encouraged Jan to move to America, to seek his
fortune from within the safety of her family there; surely he couldn’t die here
if he wasn’t living here. But she hadn’t saved her daughter Eleanor from dying
despite everything she had tried, and her failure to protect the tiny infant
still gave her nightmares. How could she even imagine that she could stop a
tank?
Gradually, despite her fears, she had come to understand
that these visions were a gift, an opportunity to see what happens next, and Charlie
was above all incredibly curious. And she wanted so badly to trust Tomáš: if
they believed in the truth, then the truth would prevail, and then surely only
the good things would happen. It was impossible that there could be such
ugliness and hatred in this beautiful country in the future, impossible that
the German and Russian languages could be used in signs as harsh and terrible
as they had when… well, better not to think about it. Maybe that wouldn’t
happen, maybe it was just one possibility.
Charlie was still sitting at the piano in a
drawing room full of statues. These dignified Czechs had come here to celebrate
the opening of the Brno Girl’s Academy, a manifestation of Charlie’s belief
that young women should be educated just as young men were. And now they were
frozen, which meant that just outside the door, there was another future
awaiting her discovery. Her curiosity overcame her, and she stood and walked into
the streets to see how far the spell stretched.
When she left the house, she immediately saw that
this had affected far more than the group she had left sitting in the under-ventilated
room. But while the people inside were frozen in 1906, the people outside were
very definitely from another time. The people she passed on the street were dressed
in the strangest costumes Charlie had seen in any of her visions. Women in pants,
yes, and everyone in so much color. Not just the colors of their clothes, but
the colors of their skin – black and smooth ebony; brown like coffee, like
chocolate; pink and sun-freckled; pale as the moon – all walking together, some
arm in arm. Equals.
Charlie gazed around in wonder. It was more
than just the people that were different. There were far more buildings than
there had ever been before, strange blocks squeezed in like extra teeth between
buildings she knew well. Some of the familiar buildings looked almost exactly
the same –the “four idiots” were still holding up their building in the Great
Square, and Dům pánů z Lipé looked great– but some were run down, aged
beyond recognition. In almost every building, the windows were lit up like the
Mahen Theater, twinkling with electricity.
In front of the Reduta Theater, which was
closed after the fire in 1870 but now seemed to be open again, there was a column.
Above the living statues in the streets was a marble statue of a naked boy. His
head was oddly mismatched, like that of an adult man. He gleamed with newness. One
wing. Well, that was strange. The base of the statue said that it was Mozart, a
statue of Mozart built in 2007. Just over a hundred years into the future. Charlie
had never seen the future so far ahead before. She walked through the Cabbage Market,
up past the Parnas water fountain, no longer covered in vines. There didn’t
seem to be any beggars crowding the market, only people selling flowers and
vegetables. Maybe in this future where the women’s question had been answered,
other issues had also been addressed.
Charlie turned onto Elizabeth Street, walking along
the base of the castle towards the red church. On her left was a building
surrounded by young men and women carrying bags of books. Students! University
students, judging from their ages. She went closer to look, wondering what
people might study in this civilized future. Standing guard in front of the
university was a column with a simple statue of an ordinary looking man. Charlie
almost couldn’t believe her eyes: it was Tomáš. An older Tomáš, but the resemblance
was unmistakable, and his name across the building’s façade proved it.
The base of the statue was covered in flowers
and wreaths. One of the wreaths had a banner on it: Náš prezident, náš otec. Our president, our father. So someday there would
be a president instead of a king! And honored in Czech instead of German. Her
Tomáš, currently working as a lowly professor, was going to be a president and have
a university in Brno named after him!
Charlie knelt down and touched the roses at the
base of the statue, the same flower arrangements people put at the bases of statues
in her own time, the time where she belonged. He had surely been dead for many years
in this time of particolored clothing, but he was still loved. In that moment, Charlie
knew that everything she and Tomáš wanted and worked for in their own time was certainly
not a fantasy. Their dreams would have some real meaning, even far into the
future. Her great-grandchildren might go to this very university, right here in
Brno! She slowly raised her eyes from the flowers to read the inscription on
the statue, torn momentarily between her desire to know everything and her fear
of what she did not know.
T.G. Masaryk 7.3.1850 – 14.9.1937
Eighty-seven years old. He would be able to do
so much in his life… he had done so much! He had been – would be – a president,
a leader of a country free of empires. Suddenly, Charlie wanted nothing more than
to be back in her own time with Tomáš, working for the future, for this future, with him. She turned and walked
back towards Trautenbergerova, weaving between the young people with their wild
hair and their crazy clothes, past the bright shop windows.
She knew that what she saw was real, a real future,
as real as the Brooklyn Bridge and the births of her beloved children. Everything
she had seen so far had come true in time, and everything that she had seen
would happen. Her husband would be the president. And many terrible things would
happen, things she had seen and things still beyond her imagining. People would
suffer; her own children would suffer. But on the other side of that, a new kind
of peace. An independent country, free from the distant rule of power-hungry
kings. And Brno would be a city where people, men and women whose clothes and
skin were different colors, would walk arm in arm down the street, their smiling
faces open to futures Charlie hadn’t seen yet, hadn’t even dreamed.
The future president’s
wife got back to the house and walked quietly into the drawing room. She edged past
Mrs. Wiedermannová, whose hand was still at her mouth, her cough suspended.
She sat at the piano, lightly brushing the keys with her fingertips. She loved playing
the piano; it really was magic. But suddenly Charlie understood that she could never
play piano again, could never risk stopping time again. The desire to act, even
in small ways, to prevent the bad things from happening was so overwhelming. And
now that she knew that things would be good in the end, she knew she had to accept
the future as it was. As it would be. In one
decisive move, she placed her fingers on the keys and played the simple
four-note motif that was her favorite part ofMa vlast. For her, these
four notes were the embodiment of Smetana, of her adopted home, the country
that had adopted her: B♭-E♭-D-B♭. That moment of silence,
broken by a sudden cough. And then applause filled the room, the applause of an
audience that could never understand how much had happened, or would happen.
Charlie stood and curtseyed. She looked at her
daughter Alice leaning in the doorway. Such serious eyes, as if she also understood
more than she could explain. Alice, nearly 30, had believed her mother’s convictions
about the equality of women. She had been the only woman in her medical classes,
though the pressure of that reality was greater than her mother’s faith that
she was meant to open medical clinics. She was a teacher now, here in Moravia, instead
of the doctor she had wished to be, but she seemed happy. Charlie went to her daughter
and embraced her, that quick American affection that had not left her despite her
many years in Europe. “There is so much misery in the world, Alice,” Charlie said
quietly. “But the truth, as your father says, will prevail. I know it will be good
in the end.”
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